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RD Lenix ([info]rdlenix) wrote,
@ 2008-08-03 00:13:00

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Private Log: House/Wilson
FOR KATIE



It had been a shit day at work - and that's not something Wilson was often willing to admit. Usually he managed to find something good from the day to dwell on instead of all the bad things but today? No. There was nothing. His new shoes had been puked and bled on, a patient on steroids got violent and punched him in the face and that was only scratching the surface. With bleary eyes he drove home, navigating through the rush hour New Jersey traffic toward House's apartment.

Since their...'relationship', aka the sex, started he'd moved out of his hotel and in with House. Of course he usually slept in a different room on nights neither of them were in the mood but he didn't mind. Too much, anyway. Sure, he was emotionally evolved in the relationship while House didn't seem to be as much but as per usual he tried to ignore his own feelings. This was House after all. The man would perhaps come around someday but for the mean time at least he was allowed to curl against the older man after they'd had sex.

Parking in the spot right beside House's bike, Wilson got out and unlocked the door to their building, stepping inside - glad for the air conditioning he was greeted by. Yawning and scrubbing a hand over his face he made his way up to their apartment, opening the door and stepping inside. He'd make a bit of dinner maybe and then head to bed. Though really the man knew better than to try and make any solid plans since House liked to throw curve balls at him some nights. Setting his brief case down by the closet he slipped out of the ratty shoes he'd borrowed from an intern, making a face.


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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-03 11:44 pm UTC (link)
In House's screwed-up worldview, there wasn't much room for emotion. He could admit, of course, that having sex with Wilson was an enjoyable part of his routine, and that he preferred having sex with him to not having sex with him. He could also, after a couple of drinks and a Vicodin, admit to himself that he didn't mind having Wilson in his apartment - and not just because he could cook and clean, but also because he was pretty to look at, like designer furniture or an expensive painting. But to admit anything else would be to break through the bubble that was Greg House's belief system, a framework so carefully constructed that House didn't know if he could function without it. He certainly wasn't willing to find out.

On this particular evening, House was home early because he had solved his case just after lunch and had then made an elaborately constructed trade with Cuddy to get himself out of clinic duty. He was pretty bored, though - there were only so many episodes of Judge Judy and various soap operas he could watch before his highly developed brain shut itself down due to lack of stimulation. When he heard Wilson come in, therefore, he looked up expectantly at him, trying not to smile, but still managing a smirk in spite of himself. His entertainment for the evening had arrived.

"Nice shoes, Grandma," he said by way of a greeting, picking up on the odd footwear immediately. "Don't tell me," he said holding up a hand as though Wilson was on the verge of responding right then and there. "One of your little bald kids wanted your shoes, so you handed them over and then borrowed some from that fugly nurse with the boils on her face." He shook his head, reaching for his cane in case Wilson tried to wander away and he needed to follow quickly. "I would have let you borrow sneakers, Jimmy, Jesus. All you had to do was ask."

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-03 11:50 pm UTC (link)
Scowling at the greeting, Wilson just rolled his eyes and headed straight into the kitchen to get himself a glass of apple juice. When he first moved in House had absolutely nothing decent in his fridge. Maybe some peanut butter, moldy jam, bread and crackers but outside of that the man's food sources were limited. So Wilson had taken it upon himself to go grocery shopping once a week, keeping all the foods up to date and always managing to keep a variety of food and drink for the two of them. It was a little bit of himself he had brought into an apartment that mostly screamed "House".

"I would have loved to borrow your sneakers, but you left before a clinic patient puked all over them. I had to borrow those from an intern." He called out from the kitchen before taking a sip of the juice, closing his eyes.

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-04 03:22 pm UTC (link)
House used his cane for leverage, eventually standing to slowly hobble into the kitchen behind Wilson. He mentally cursed his leg for being sore and slowing him down, then automatically went to his pocket for his pills, bringing one to his mouth so he could dry-swallow it as soon as he arrived in the kitchen. "Interns wear shoes like that?" he asked as he watched Wilson drink his juice. He liked the way Wilson looked with his head tilted back and his eyes closed - it reminded him of the way Wilson often looked in bed, in the midst of pleasure. "I think I would have worn the puke proudly before I'd be caught dead in those." He shook his head. "Just another reason for Cuddy to let me out of clinic duty. A fashion faux pas like that could ruin my reputation."

Amazingly enough, this teasing and talking about vomit was House's way of showing Wilson that he cared, and that he was interested in how his day went. There was, of course, no possible way for Wilson to see that, and House knew that Wilson probably didn't know he gave a shit about him, but he still did, on his own terms in the strange silence of his own head. "So," he said after what he deemed as an appropriate pause in recognition of Wilson's hard day at work. "What's for dinner?"

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-04 03:43 pm UTC (link)
Polishing off the juice he rinsed out the glass and set it in the sink before glancing at House. He noticed the look in the other man's eyes and smiled ever so faintly. Wilson was still blown away that House could find him remotely attractive.

"That's gross, House." Wilson pointed out, shaking his head as he began poking through the fridge and then the cupboard, looking around for what he could make. "How about Mac and cheese? Home made stuff, not out of the box." He clarified, turning to face his friend. Mac and cheese would be a quick and easy meal for him to make which, after the day he'd had, was just what he needed.

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-04 09:21 pm UTC (link)
Homemade, not out of the box summed up everything House secretly liked about Wilson. His friend took the time to do everything the right way, the natural way, the best way. He worried about all the things House didn't care about - appearances, other people's opinions, whether food was healthy and whether it tasted real or manufactured on its way down his throat. And Wilson didn't care as much about things that mattered to House, like instant gratification, the need to sit around doing nothing, the ability to settle for less than the best for the sake of not having to work. Wilson was such a good friend, and such a good oncologist because he cared enough to go the extra mile. House, on the other hand, would have dumped some water into a package of Easy Mac and had it on the table in ten minutes. It would never occur to him to make a homemade meal. But then, no one had ever accused House of being a good friend.

"Fine, but hurry up, I haven't eaten since lunch and I'm starving." House set his cane aside and limped over closer to Wilson, coming up behind him. Leaning down slightly, he placed his lips next to his best friend's ear and said in a low seductive voice, "And I want to make sure there's time to have an oncologist for dessert."

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-04 11:51 pm UTC (link)
Wilson's breath hitched as the taller man came up behind him, breath hot against his ear which caused him to close his eyes for just a moment. Suddenly all the shit he'd gone through that day seemed unimportant and for a single moment he just leaned back into House, eyes closed. That's how he wanted to be greeted every day, really. House behind him, whispering sexy things into his ear, getting him all riled up. But after a moment of simply basking in House's presence, Wilson finally moved to start getting out all the things he needed.

"Only if you are a good boy and eat all your dinner." He chided, offering House a little smile.

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-05 12:27 am UTC (link)
"Well, last I checked, macaroni and cheese doesn't include vegetables, so that shouldn't be a problem," House remarked. Part of him wanted to stay there and tease Wilson some more, getting him really worked up, maybe stealing a quick and dirty kiss. But of course his leg would have none of it and after a moment, he was forced to retrieve his cane and then slump into a chair at the kitchen table.

This position had its perks, though - he now had a wonderful view of Wilson's ass, which he followed with his eyes as he walked back and forth across the kitchen to gather ingredients. Finally, when Wilson reached up into one of the cabinets to grab something, House took the opportunity to reach out and squeeze. "Nice," he said, raising an impressed eyebrow, before sitting back in the chair again, folding his arms.

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-05 12:32 am UTC (link)
Wilson made a surprised noise as he felt House grab his ass and shot a 'I can't believe you just did that' look in his direction. With a huff he went back to what he was doing - putting the macaroni into a pot of water that had finally started to boil. While that was boiling he worked on making the cheesy topping to mix in when the time came. Finally everything was set and ready to go so he just leaned against the counter and watched House, eyebrows raised, hands resting comfortably against his hips.

"So."

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-05 12:50 am UTC (link)
House raised his own eyebrows in response to the one word Wilson had spoken. "So?" he repeated, chuckling inwardly at the sight of his friend with his hands on his hips. So typical. He always looked like he was scolding someone, even when he was pleased with them.

"I grab your ass and you say so," he said, stroking his chin as though pondering what this puzzling behavior might mean. "Are you waiting for me to do something more? Or are we doing that thing where we have awkward conversation to avoid the fact that I just grabbed your ass?"

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-05 12:57 am UTC (link)
"Neither. I just wanted to say tonight, I want a back rub." Wilson stated with a little smile. Hey, if House wanted to fuck him, he was going to get something out of it first. Not that he really minded being fucked but really he was tense, tired and wanted someone to get rid of all the knots in his back and shoulders.

After he'd made that request he turned back to the mac and cheese, getting it all ready. Once everything was mixed together he left it for a moment so the sauce would thicken.

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-05 01:13 am UTC (link)
"Poor Jimmy," sighed House, using a mock baby voice to express what he thought might have sounded like sympathy. "So much cancer, so little time." He shook his head, annoyed with his leg for being such a pain in the ass and not letting him stand when he wanted to. If he could stand, he would give Wilson what he wanted right now, while the food was cooking. As it was, though, he couldn't really get up comfortably and he had to settle for words rather than actions.

"Just a back rub, nothing else? Are you really that boring? I hope this doesn't mean you're getting old, because I'm older than you, and I'm not ready."

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-05 01:16 am UTC (link)
"I don't care what you do after the back rub." Wilson answered as he finally dished the food into two bowls, bringing them and forks over to the table. Setting one in front of House he moved to sit beside his friend, eagerly digging in.

"I'm just getting it out there," he said after chewing and swallowing, "that I want a back rub sometime tonight."

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-05 01:23 am UTC (link)
"Well, if you don't care, maybe I'll just give you a half-assed back rub and then go to sleep," threatened House. As usual, he was playing games, wanting Wilson to say something about how he felt about him, what he wanted. It was horribly manipulative, but House believed that Wilson secretly liked that, or could at least put up with it. It was one of the basic tenets of friendship with House after all.

He stuck a fork into his macaroni and took a gigantic bite. With food still in his mouth, he said, "And what do I get in exchange for this back rub anyway? I feel like this should be an even trade." He grinned gently at Wilson, amused by him and slowly getting turned on by thoughts of everything that could follow a back rub.

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-05 01:25 am UTC (link)
"How romantic." Rolling his eyes he shot House a look when the man spoke with his mouth full. It was a gross habit, but Wilson couldn't do anything about it. There was no teaching an old dog new tricks. Though after a few more bites of his macaroni, Wilson nodded.

"I don't know. What do you want in return? You'll have me on the bed, naked and completely relaxed. Hmm, what to do what do to."

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-05 01:33 am UTC (link)
"Who said anything about romance?" House scoffed. "I'm talking about sex." He rolled his eyes, then took another bite of his food, this time chewing deliberately and swallowing to mock Wilson's disapproval of his dinner table etiquette. "And I think we should have some sex, in my bed, after your back rub," he added, trying to make the comment sound like an off-handed thought that had just occurred to him.

"But you know, if you don't care, I can always take care of myself. It's not like I didn't do that when you weren't here." Yes, House was still fishing for compliments and reassurances and would probably continue until he got a few. He had no shame at all.

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-05 01:39 am UTC (link)
It was moments that House pointed out the whole 'it's just sex' thing that always seemed to knock Wilson down. He wanted it to be more but it didn't seem likely. Not with House's track record and the fact the two weren't gay - they just liked having sex with each other. Trying not to show the comment had affected him, Wilson continued eating silently for a moment before he spoke.

"Oh come on. I care. I want to have sex, but only if I get a shoulder rub. After all, I like sex with you."

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-05 09:23 am UTC (link)
It was funny, but House felt the same way about Wilson's track record. Married and divorced, married and divorced - he was a good friend, but he had the attention span of a flea when it came to relationships. And House needed Wilson - to prescribe his pills, to pick him up from bars when he was drunk, to consult on cases, to check on him when he didn't show up to work. If they pushed this relationship beyond just friendship, sex, and homemade meals, and Wilson got bored and cheated, or left, or moved on, House would lose his best and only friend. And he didn't know how he would function without him.

"I like sex with you," House said snidely. "You like sex with everyone. It's my back rubs that you really like." Yes, Greg House was reminding himself of the ground rules - don't get attached to Jimmy's body beside him in bed, because it wouldn't always be there. Don't believe that there's anything more to this than a convenient orgasm - brothers helping brothers, fucking together in solidarity. Don't fall in love with him. Don't. "But we both know I'm selfish enough to give you the damn back rub just so you'll let me do dirty things to your ass." House shoveled another heaping spoonful of cheese-covered macaroni into his mouth, chewing smugly.

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-05 04:16 pm UTC (link)
Wilson knew his track record wasn't the best but he knew the one person he always came back to was House. The person who he spent more time with than his wives was House. The older man was the one thing Wilson never got bored with and he just sometimes wished House could see it - or believe that he wouldn't leave even if they became more than just fuck buddied.

"I don't like sex with everyone, House." Now the man was just pushing his macaroni around in the bowl, staring at it. Since they'd started having sex Wilson found it was better than sex with any woman. Instead of having to work hard to please a woman, Wilson could relax and let House be in control which was something he throughly enjoyed.

"You shouldn't...talk about that at the dinner table." Suddenly Wilson didn't feel hungry at got up from the table to spoon what remained in his bowl and the pot into a container he could put in the fridge.

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[info]life_is_a_song
2008-08-05 10:47 pm UTC (link)
House rolled his eyes and set down his fork as he watched Wilson leave the table and begin putting the leftovers away. He hadn't meant to piss him off, but then, he never really meant to, and he still managed to make Wilson angry at him all the time. Still, though, House wanted to make this right, and not just so he could have sex either. Though he had a very hard time admitting it, getting along with Wilson was important to him, and when they fought, and there was tension, House felt slightly off balance.

"Who are you, Miss Manners?" he asked, standing and grabbing his cane before bringing the bowl to the counter and adding his own macaroni to Wilson's container - no sense dirtying another one, right? they both had the same germs anyway. "Fine, we won't talk about sex during dinner anymore. But...I think you just brought dinner to an end with your male PMS. So if you're done, we can get on with it already." He sighed. He could hear himself making this worse and he really did want to stop.

Deciding it was time to step things up a bit, he reached out a hand and laid it on his best friend's shoulder. "Wilson," he said, his voice cool and clear, trying to command the man's attention. "You okay?"

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[info]rdlenix
2008-08-05 11:34 pm UTC (link)
"No." He answered honestly, sighing with a shake of his head. The man stopped what he was doing for just a moment, glancing at House, uncertainty in his brown eyes. He knew the older man probably didn't want to hear him whine about how he wanted what they had to be more but when he asked if he was okay and seemed to actually care...well, he just wanted to spill everything.

"But I will be." Shrugging it off with a little smile he moved away to put the container in the fridge. He then rinsed out the pot and washed it out, setting it back on the stove before working on rinsing out their two bowls so he could put them in the dishwasher. Routine. It's something, in difficult situations, Wilson thrived on.

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